Returning to Noto, Japan – the Hometown I Tried to Leave Behind (JP/EN CC Available)
I left my hometown in rural Japan at 18, convinced that I didn’t belong there. After the 2024 Noto Peninsula earthquake, I returned, without knowing what I would find.
🔔 ‘Tethered Home -心の里帰り-” premieres 🔔
Saturday, July 25 at 20:00 JST (12:00GMT).
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Tethered Home is a personal documentary about returning to the place I spent much of my life trying to leave behind.
Growing up in rural Japan while being seen as foreign, I struggled to understand where – and with whom – I belonged. I left Noto at 18 and built a life elsewhere, rarely looking back.
But after the earthquake devastated the peninsula, I returned with friends who had become part of my sense of home.
This film explores furusato – the place that formed us – and the complicated ties that remain even after we leave. It is a story about mixed-cultural identity, grief, community, chosen family, and the question that many of us have carried:
Is home a place, a person, or somewhere we can finally be ourselves?
If this film moved you, made you think of your own furusato, or someone you left behind — you can support the journey here:
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【 CREDITS 】
ーEdited by: Michael Kosminsky
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tBa-qFN8zlE
Videographer: Ohad Pearl @metaylim
Featuring:
Hiro (IG: hirofumi.yamada_ )
Charlie (IG: @charlie_tomohiro )
Ohad (IG: @ohad_pearl , @OhadPearl )
Eden (IG: @edenozaurus / Owner of @safarihermon marketing / @on.a.journey.journal )
Sunil (IG: @wearshortseveryday)
Ms. Shima
Mr.Endo
Supported by: NOMAD RESORT@charlie-nomadresort https://nomadresort.jp/
Music Credits Listed here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1FqjMPvXSa2XPJpfJCQLkVqPjj34FTE0_kc_Pov_frug/edit?usp=drive_link
Footage Clips used:
– Resilience and Renewal: Suzanne Ross and the Art of Sustainable Living in Japan | JNTO
(@visitjapan) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CeD9wlSllyk-
– Suzanne Ross Japanophiles 1 & 2 (uploaded by urushidragonfly)
– Aftermath of the 2024 Noto Japan Earthquake (And Why It Took Scientists Completely By Surprise)
(@Astrum) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vI2bkiXzpuk
-【能登半島沖で震度7】 石川・能登に一時、大津波警報 現在も広範囲に津波注意報 輪島港で1.2m以上の津波観測 家屋倒壊多数 大規模火災も【令和6年能登半島地震】【LIVE】(2024年1月1日)
(@ANNnewsCH) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1R2wb6Yaac0
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35件のコメント
This was so well done. Sending to my “half” daughter working her way through film school in Australia.
Most parents have no idea what it can do to a child to grow up forever feeling like a foreigner—surrounded by a place and culture that never truly feel like home. I know because I lived it. I never felt that I belonged there, and I never want to return. Even today, when someone asks me, “Where are you from?”, I have no real answer. I was never fully at home there, but I do not feel fully at home anywhere else either. The only honest answer I can give is: I don’t know. Children should not have to carry the lifelong consequences of their parents’ ideological adventures. So my advice to anyone looking for such an adventure is simple: do not have children and expect them to pay the emotional price for your choices.
あなたのこれまでの心の葛藤、そして、それは今後も続いていくであろう事と、現実にあなたが、これまでに直面してきた数々の問題、また、それは続いていくであろう事を感じ、そして、考えると…私は安易な事は言えない。
あなたの、この動画を、私は今2回目を視ています…たぶん…3回目も視ると思います。
私は娘達と孫娘を持っています。その私の立場から、あなたの動画を視聴していると…あなたのご両親も、あなたを含めて、彼らの子ども達への思いにも、私は心を巡らせてしまいます。たぶん…あなたのご両親は、自分達が能登で「輪島塗」をつきつめる人生を選んだ事と、彼らにとって、なによりも大切なあなた達子供への深い愛情の間で、ご両親も言葉にできないほどの深い葛藤と、もしかしたら…後悔の念などの、複雑な気持ちに揺れているのではないか?と考えます。
私は東京に住んでいるので…幼い頃から、日本人以外の人達のいるコミュニティに慣れていましたし、私の両親はすべての人達が「心地良く感じるコミュニティ」を作ることに、とても心を砕いていました。そういった環境で育った私は、とても幸せかもしれません。外国由来の方達の気持ちを分かると安易に言いませんが…彼ら外国由来の人達が、疎外感を感じないコミュニティが、広がって欲しいと、いつも思っています。もちろん、私の娘達や孫娘達にも、その私の心を伝えてきました。
せめて…一人でも多くの日本人が、外国由来の人達の気持ちに寄り添った行動と考え方を持てるような教育と地域コミュニティでの、「教え」が続く事を願っています。
ジャズミンさん、とても苦しい時代を過ごしてきたぶん、あなたのワークライフバランスがとれ、そして、人にとっての最小で何より大切なコミュニティは「家庭」だと私は思っています。あなたが、あなたのご両親と、あなた自身が抱えてきた「心の葛藤」が、これからのあなたと、あなたの未来の子ども達が感じてしまう事が少なく、そして、安らげる「故郷」に巡り合う事を切に願います。
39:40 お寺が地震で壊れにくいのは、あの法隆寺と同じ、『宮大工の基礎技術』で建築されているからでしょうね。
法隆寺は、世界最古の現存木造建築物ですから地震への耐性の高さはお墨付きです。
私は関東のとある県が地元ですが、東京へのアクセスの良さがある一方で
あなたの故郷のような
美しい田舎で暮らす人達を
いつもうらやましく思います。
動画を拝見した感想ですが、
おかえりなさいと思うと同時になぜ今になって?と思う気持ち。
前者が9割、後者が1割の気持ち。
Excellent work, I'm curious if your parents still live in Japan ?
Jasmine. This was a beautiful story. very thought provoking and moving. I don’t have any experience that mirrors your own but I can relate to the feeling of complicated relationship with parents and holding resentment towards them for decisions made for you when you were younger, and no regard for how those decisions might affect you later in life.
AI 作成動画?
単なる作成動画?
創作短編動画ですか?
Sachiko,
I lived in Japan for 3 years as a kid. I'm hapa so people were confused when I couldn't speak Japanese. Mostly I got by being shy and quiet and not talking much (and I was lucky Makudonarudo had menus with pictures so I could just point to them.) The first 7-11s I ever remember were in Japan. Seeing the canals and rivers, and hearing the cicadas brought me back to hot humid summers. I'm hapa so I also have a version of not knowing where I belonged growing up. I loved this film so much! 💜
Thank you Jasmine. I love the nature and memories. Skipping looks fun. It's nice to see you happy.
I don’t normally watch YouTube other than my 推し but this was really good! アサガオの話とか分かりすぎます😂 最近はみんな名前に「子」をつけないから、名前に子が付いてるってことは同じ年代じゃないのかなー?って思ってます。名前の由来が分かるといいですね!😊
Thank you so much for this beautiful and deeply moving documentary. I choked up several times because I could relate to the feeling of not being fully welcome or not truly belonging; of being the one who doesn't quite fit in.
I admire the way you reflect on both your past and your present. The wisdom you've gained through those experiences will, I'm sure, help you build a meaningful and purposeful future.
To me, you come across as a citizen of the world rather than someone defined by a particular place. Your experiences have given you the ability to empathise with and show compassion for many different groups of people. That is a rare gift, and one that our world needs now more than ever.
It wasn't easy for you to feel accepted when you were young, and it wasn't easy for the people in your village in Japan to know how to connect with you and your family. We humans long for connection, yet we are not always able to create it. I believe that most people have good intentions, but not all of us have the awareness or the skills to see the value of building bridges between people instead of excluding those who seem different.
My wife is Chinese, and I'm from Europe. We have been incredibly fortunate that both of our families welcomed us wholeheartedly. So far, our son has also been been warmly welcomed wherever he has gone. The kindness of strangers is one of the most beautiful expressions of humanity that I have experienced in my life.
I've subscribed to your channel, and I'm looking forward to seeing what you create next.
Warm regards from Europe.
もう海辺で朝市やってないんですね…場所を変えても続けてくださっている市場の方々に感謝です。
故郷の良さは離れてみないとわからないと思います。わたしも今海外に住んでいますが、毎日の地元での日々がとても恋しいです。
I'VE GOT IT…… YOU ARE A "J B B " !!!!! Japanese Born Brit ….. 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
Thanks for creating a great video to know Noto. Wonderful your hometown .
Wow! what a journey. I know nothing about Japan or Japanese culture (I'm English/London) and I loved this opportunity to get a glimpse of such a different place and culture. Its beautiful. And your question 'what is home' is relevant to so many in this global, shifting world. Thank you for sharing and I hope lots of people get to see this film
Beautiful story Jazmine (and team) Stay close to your heart, wherever you are in the world …and enjoy life 🌏❤💫
I won’t say I’m further down the path you’re on Jazmine, I think everyone’s path is unique. But I recognize a lot of the things you’ve struggled with and the way you’re responding. So I’m going to offer some observations based on my experience, and it’s up to you to decide how much is relevant to you.
Something I learned over time is that nomadic and expat communities are something of a drug. The people who gravitate to those communities are very open to new connections, so it’s easy to create deep bonds very quickly. The type of bonds you feel like you’ve always been missing. But the nature of the lifestyle also means you’re constantly saying goodbye to people. Losing people starts to become easier and easier, especially because you don’t really grieve their loss. You don’t have to sit with those negative feelings, because there’s a constant flow of more new and exciting people. You start telling yourself things like “I don’t want to take anything for granted” and “I just want to live in the moment” and “I’m thankful for every day I get to spend with my friends.” And these words are all true to you and they sound beautiful and affirming. But they hide a truth which is equally real and more lonely – that you’re no longer really committed to anybody you meet, because you know that sooner or later you’ll drift apart.
But weird as it sounds, that deep loneliness you grew up with is something that can’t be erased just by having good times with people who you enjoy being around. It requires the security of knowing that the people you depend on won’t leave you, and that’s something that not many people find in a transient community.
Whether these observations are of any use to you or not, I wish you all the best on your journey. You deserve all the happiness and connection that this world has to provide.
生まれた場所を離れ、点々と移動して生きてきた者にとって「ふるさと」という言葉はジャスミンの葛藤に少し近いものがあります。二度と生まれ故郷に戻って生活することはないという事情もあるので。
ただ理由もなくふらっと帰る場所があるのは幸せなことなのかもしれませんね。
サチだぁ!
私は海外で育って来た日本人で、ジャスミンとは違う立場で故郷がなくて、悩んでいました。車の中で自分が常に足りてない気がして自分のことが恥ずかしかったというところで涙し、能登の刺身が世界で一番美味しいで涙し、お友だちのお母さんと話すジャスミンの日本語が日本人の女の子そのもので涙しました。貴方は素敵な女性です、どこにいても。能登に一時的にでも戻って来てくれた勇気に感謝します。なんかずっと泣けました。なんでだろう、分からない。
Oh, Jazmine. This is so good and moving and high-quality. Your work made me tearful. I'm deeply grateful for this. Thank you.
Wow! I watched from beginning to end. A great story. And very touched. I saw you originally on Max D Capo. So good to see you again. ❤ Toby
Jazmine, after the tragic earthquake I remember that you said you would find a way to comeback and help. And you did return and you are helping.
This made me cry, in a good way. Thank you.
Really engaging and well made
福井県出身で国際結婚してニューヨークに住んでいます。
涙が止まりませんでした。言葉で表現できないようなジャズミンさんの感情の波が伝わってきました。
Home is where the heart is. まさにそう感じられる動画でした❤
This is really fascinating. I am going on a tour of Noto Hanto thid October. The tour company specifically designed the tour to help the recovery of the region after the earthquake through tourism. Although each tour is short, the cumulative effects of regular tours could help.
I have studied Japanese off and on since 1981 and spent a year there as a 留学生. Back then 外人were rare and being stared at like a specimen was normal and I was perfectly fine with that since I was only there temporarily and happy to be an outside objective observer. Now foreigners are seen by many Japanese as a plague and even a threat to Japanese monoculture. However foreign workers are now a necessity. The population crash will change Japan. It seems the rural people, like in Noto, know this even if people overwhelmed by tourists in Tokyo and Kyoto have a different opinion. I will be very interested in how my tour group interacts with the Noto people and their perception of foreigners
“I am Noto” campaign has started. Each special place in Japan needs to highlight who they are that makes them special. Thanks for sharing you.
久しぶりに元気な姿が見れて嬉しく思っています。🎉
Home is where the heart is❤
Does anyone know the song she's singing at 19:06 (https://youtu.be/jZwvmfeRtVQ?si=BB7altEnFtKQdMjL&t=1138)?
This was a beautiful documentary from a very skilled woman. Thank you 😊
you are not now and can never become ethnically Japanese meaning you can not become fully Japanese so to some degree will always be a foreigner. Now you don't have to like that but you should accept it as a fact of life. Nationality to some degree often includes ethnicity not always but often